know why? coz i'm damn moodless.. tired, lazy, so many things to do.. and still have not done them..
omg.. today's PoC exam practical.. heard all just pass only.. wth.. do so hard only just pass.. guess we're not up to be chefs.. lol
tml i'll be having my cocktail exam.. argh.. haven study yet!! 25 cocktails with some variations.. omg omg omg.. help me pls!!!
oh yea.. abt the soccer tourny.. old men team won.. lol.. training officers' team won.. haha.. funny sia.. my team lost but had fun.. should've won our first 2 games.. so many chances.. haiz.. its all over.. maybe next yr? lol..
yea yea.. i still miss her.. today in sch no chance to meet her.. so lets see.. thur, fri, sat, sun, mon.. did i saw her on thur? hmm nope.. so its 5 days!! wad a record.. =( missing her.. and study hard ger.. dun always play n sleep hor.. anything dun understand or need pple to accompany u study can come find me.. i dun mind travelling!!
okie.. i go study my cocktails liao.. *想着她* sign off bo0z.
eeew.. i'm so dead tired.. early morning having English class and somemore did the Business Summary.. eeew... i got Brain Freeze!!
went to do the Quality Service project today.. Eu Yan Seng.. lolz.. funny!! MieMie and CoCo become 2 tourists buying birdnests and ginseng.. haha!! Ok, will list out our project findings after i've done the reports.. lol
okie, in 8hrs time will be having a soccer tourny.. shatec.. zz.. wish me all the best.. lolz.. i know.. haha.. -.-
next week and the week after will be hetic for me.. mon, tue, thur practicals.. week after mon, tue, wed theory papers.. thur safti catering!! omg..
however, i'm looking forward to the safti catering!! lolz.. really.. hehe
okie, confirmed i will be going OCBC outlet for attachment.. along with Tim, Rayne, Michelle, Stef Chong, N Jane.. and those Sept 04 CFBOs.. -.- hope they can do work de..
okie.. going sleep already.. dead tired.. save energy for tmr.. eekz.. my boots seems small .tata hugs.. missing her.. sign off bo0z.
Yea!! the theme party is over!!! whee.. wad relax can i get? ok, first of all, ALMOST everything went quite well.. i not sure about wad's happening outside in the lobby area, but pantry did a great job.. (ps.. the tomato soup went oos*out of stock* in the last minute)
ahh.. i got a rose.. but too bad she's not having morning lesson!! wad a waste.. i would have given it to her!! haiz.. sadness.. lol.. anyway, should i really get her one? hmm.. maybe =D
oooh.. omg.. just got my exams timetable!!! Principle of Cooking also have theory!!! wth........ anyway, it will be 3 days of theory papers.. monday, tue, and wed.. thur DHM 404 - A will be out to safti for outside catering!!!
omg.. i really miss matthew.. miss the way he talk!! miss the way he makes a mess out of himself.. lolz.. how long will he not be around? 4 years!!! *ps.. i'm not gay.. just to let you know..* yea, really, i'm missing a very very good friend.. best of luck over in the US!!!
well, i will end here for today.. waking up in 6hrs time.. sch starts at 8.15am.. nite bloggie nite all nite 美美的猪猪 cheers all sign off bo0z.
piang.. freaking class making me mad.. change of duties also dun dare tell me alone, freaking tell infront of the whole class so that i will not make noise? lolz.. change change la.. u all think i freaking care abt it? big group can bully small group or individuals meh? just to iron out things, i personally DO NOT TAKE SIDES.. freaking hell.. wan make me angry u all will regret de..
cool down.. have some ice-cream =D hehe..
okie.. looks like everytime i need to bother u bloggie with the ger thingy.. lolz.. yup, its her again.. well, it will be my last go at her on a certain date.. ok, maybe you are not prepared for a relationship atm.. i may understand, but just do not lie to me please.. =D studying is good, but dun use it as an excuse to forgo relationships =) and dun forget about me for the 6mths.. coz i will not forget u.. i just hope that you will give me a chance to prove my worth once you think you're ready to start a relationship..
lol something can't be posted here..
i'm wishing.. for an sms everynite from someone i'm thinking of.. just one sms per day is good enough for me.. or is it too much?
maybe so.. oh well.. its just me..
oh, another thingy.. i will be posting a webbie soon.. all my yuckie photos i've taken and some childish drawings will be posted there.. those drawings are replicas of things i've drawn for HER.. =D it will be ugly.. lolz
okie, its quite late.. take careZ.. thinking of u ger.. sign off bo0z.
hello blog.. looks like you and me will be spending the next 2 years together alone again.. no direct rejection but i somewhat felt that it's just a one sided affair..
maybe i should give myself some last chances to prove my worth, and for her to find out my worthwhile side..
anyhow.. i dun really wish to force this onto her.. it's the best that even if a relationship can't be worked out, both parties can still remain friends..
sometime, i just wish that girls can be more straightforward.. lol.. if they dun like a person, or dun care for that person, just tell them.. maybe they dun wanna hurt the person, but do they know that keeping a lie hurts the person more in the future?
end of this month i will be posted to an outlet for attachment.. i wun be seeing her for at least 3 mths.. and maybe 6 mths as she will be going for attachment when i return for theory.. sadness..
ahh.. matthew.. when will u be coming back.. damn.. i really miss a very very good fren and confinder.. matt, ur really the only one i can pour out my sadness to.. maybe cept bok but he's in love atm.. lol..
well, i just really wish that she will tell me straight in the face that 'we're not possible' instead of nonreply..
this is just me.. and my blog..
my worries.. my sadness.. i just hope i can post my joy..
Ok, here's the outline of the subjects i'm taking for my Diploma in Hotel Management course in SHATEC and the grades i got so far.. The number in (x) is the weightage for the subject..
General Education Subjects 1. English I : Grammer (2) Grade: A 2. English II: Comprehension (2) 3. English III: Writing Skills (2) 4. English IV: College Writing (2) 5. Principles of Communication (3) 6. Basic Maths (2) Grade: A 7. Maths II: Quantitative Methods in Bus (2) 8. History (2) 9. Productivity Studies I & II (1) 10. Development Workshops (3)
Business Studies Subjects 1. Intro Economics (1) Grade: A 2. Micro Economics (2) 3. Communication in Business (2) 4. Business Statistic (2) 5. Principle of Accounting (3) Grade: A 6. Intro to Management Info System (2) 7. Principles of Management (3)
Accomodations Subjects 1. Front Office Ops (3) Grade: A 2. Front Office Management (3) Grade: A 3. Housekeeping (3) Grade: A 4. Property Maintenance (2) Grade: B 5. Property Management System (3) Grade: A 6. Hotel Security (2) Grade: B
Food & Beverages Service Subjects 1. Food Service Management (3) Grade: A 2. Beverages (2) Grade: B+ 3. Banquet Ops & Management (3) 4. F&B Cost Control (3)
I've thought it over.. She will be the one and only ger i will go after during my course of study in shatec.. if not successful *touch wood* then it shows that i have no fate nor charm.. lol.. then all strength to study?
wad's the use? grades are always been good.. hehe.. will be posting them up here soon..
y she always avoid my questions of asking her out? i really wanna ask her out.. talk with her 1 on 1.. know more about her.. wad's her likes n dislikes.. really, MORE about her..
exams are coming.. sigh.. gonna bug into the books again for 1 week..
after the exams i feel like going to the beach for a long long walk.. sitting there feeling the sea breeze blowing into your face.. shiok sia.. best is if she's with me.. :D
ok liao la.. tat's all for now.. freaking singnet(sinknet) make me unable to post this at night.. waste time sia.. lol lol
gonna change to starhub if sinknet doesn't fix the problem soon.
Did not see her for 1 day.. wa.. think i will not be able to see her till monday.. sad na!
Somemore i dun wan sms her.. haha!! i'm stubborn.. will this make her miss me? not sure dude.. hehe, just hope that it will work.. but i really miss her.. sigh..
Yup, yesterday is QS test.. today English test... wth.. eekz.. i hate english.. =p
Soccer time! wow, it will be like 4yrs since i last have a competitive match!! lolz.. i will surely be damn rusty and unfit.. lol..
Argh.. i'm very confused today.. Is it because of her or others?
I'm very sure its b'coz of her.. Jealous? Maybe.. most probably.. yea, confirmed..
When can we really get to know more of each other when we didn't even have the chance to go out alone? Let alone talk much.. should i really keep up in this effort?
Or.. is this just one-sided? maybe i'm thinking too much and too fast.. okok, i'm in no hurry..
I just hope that this coming thurs she will really promise to go out wif me.. :cry:
i just got my first tips at work.. lol.. not that i expect any.. hehe.. its just a recognisation for the efforts that i've put in.. i was so shocked when they gave me the tips.. though not much, its a sincere move to me.
omg.. its been how long since i posted here.. baH..
ok..
1. JQ is coming back to SG!! whee! =D 2. Exams are ard the cornor.. 3. No more chionging.. 4. refer to 3. 5. refer to 4. 6. i am bored. 7. today got outside catering.. more bored.. 8. dunnoo wad time it ends.. 9. tml still have lesson.. 10. refer to 5.
Yes.. i am really in need of MONEY!!! Vitamin M is sooo hard to get =(
Still haven pay this semester's school fees.. haiz.. no $$.. then study everyday till 6.00pm.. cannot work also.. now 1 week wrk 2 days MAX onli.. down from tat time 1 week 6 days ahhHHHh!!.. =(
Please kindly donate some to me leh.. send me a cheque or money order.. msg me to get info =) or POSB savings account 175-03060-3 LOL ;)
Well, back to real topic.. new semester.. new subjects.. new training officers.. this sem FnB subjects.. got Training Rest also.. kinda sux.. wear bowtie look like penquines.. LOL
15 kind of napkin folds.. -.- then got sooo many kind of veges/meats need to know.. wth..
haiz.. wad to do.. sInGaPorE all aBt cerTs..
also.. my main compt died.. dunno wad happened.. cannot load windows.. always shows a blue screen then reboot itself.. zzz =( anyone who can solve it pls help..
bah.. sleepy.. tmr working.. t@t@ God Bless all =D t
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sad eh, next module dun think got time to work and eark extra income.. think really need to apply for study loan le.. haiz.. *any sugar mommies out there willing to pay for my sch fees?*
wahhaha.. first time i did sooo badly for my test.. luckily still pass! haha.. nv study la.. this is the consequence.. bah.. i will study for the coming exam!! confirm!!
ok, for the next few weeks willl be very bz.. 3 projects to be handed in.. Front Office, Grammer (doh!) and Hotel Security.. Haven started on grammer. bah.. and hotel security.. dunno wtf is needed.. ahahahhaaaaaa..
2more days to my mommy's birthday! hehe.. planned to bring her to the place where i work for dinner =p
okok.. tat all la.. just came home from work.. haven bath yet.. ahha! smelly =p.. tata.. take care all!
Happy 39th Birthday Singapore!! And thank you PM Goh for your successful years as Singapore's PM =)
Ok, i just saw House of Flying Daggers 2 days ago.. it SUX ass.. freaking sux storyline and acting.. sooo slow.. all tok and soooo few actions... and soooo lame... worst show i ever watched!!! Dun ever go watch tat show.. waste $$$
Today is Singapore's National Day.. and i'm working =( cannot watch the fireworks =( soooo sad.. haiz.. nvm.. see when still haf lo.. too bad for this year..
ok, the war is over with one group.. peace now.. glad that there's no more misunderstanding there.. really, i would and will not drag that into the future.. i'm somebody who do not care what's past.. =)
now is mich and stef.. i dun care if anyone is reading this blog.. and if anyone is backstabbing me.. i just want to tell everyone, i treasure friendship and relationships more than anything. ask all those who know me for years.. and those that have not even met me.. or those who just met me once or twice.. they would know i'm one who would never betray another person. yes, i would lend my ears to ur problems.. you could tell me everything, but i would not leak anything out. i can give u solutions, but i would not bad-mouth another. actually, i dun really care abt anyone wanting to say bad about me.. but one is my 妹 and the other, i would say here, is a person i admire and like.. really.. i would not like these relationships go into waste.. just tell me wad is wrong.. the truth, straight into my face.. i can accept it if its gonna do with me. also i would apologise if i really did anything wrong..
yea.. this is a huge stone.. i would say a huge rock.. maybe something bigger.. my vocab is limited.. in my mind.. i would really like this to get over.. =(
and.. yes.. what i said is truth.. i will not woo/chase a gal if my financial position is not strong enough.. do not want to burden the gal rather than letting her enjoy.. really.. tat's me.. a silent lover :oops:
ok.. tats all.. dear god.. pls let this matter settle once and for all.. pls.. i dun really wish this to drag on.. all readers, be bless. take care. hugs.
things are so horrible today.. if pple wanna tok bad abt me.. just tok straight into my face.. if not, just fug off. i hate pple who tok behind backs.. and somemore till so loudly..
i care abt the class more than anything.. been asking you pple when you wanna get your HsK results.. no reply.. if i gonna fix a date, you pple will kpkb.. so wad can i do? no reply i say on thur get, but you all dun wan.. ok lo, today get.. so? i've been to see mrs lai till she got sick of me and told me off straight in the face.. do YOU PPLE KNOW THAT?! NO!!! what the fuck..
if i can get the results for you pple i would surely get it.. but mrs lai said she would need to talk to the whole class.. so what can i do? fuck spider? i mean, come-on, i gave the class an option when to get.. and you pple have no reply to me.. my fault? if you pple wan to be decisive then decide for everything la.. give you option also so KUNIANG....
if there's anything wrong with me just tell me.. i would change.. there's no need to talk behind my back.. and badmouthing me. i dun like to curse pple.. and i prayed for the class everyday.. i dun like to keep bad thoughts.. so i will surely let this incident go by.. but if this keep going on, dun blame me for the consequences..
i'm cooling myself now.. yea i am.. =) god.. pls take care of this class.. and most importantly.. you should know who =)
